Yumeiho is the definition of that “I” one looks for while meditating, in the process of introspection and obsessive throw to the exterior… just like the sound of a crystal bell touches the tympanum only to then pulse in a healing vibration in our mind and soul, by defining the physical body along with the Yumeiho touch of the therapist, we reach to that place deep inside our sacred depth, revealed at a certain moment by endless light and peace and by an inner space equivalent to the Universe…
Yumeiho is the way to defining the self, to finding and connecting to the source…
I have abandoned myself to those hand which knew where to touch, they knew how to touch… a firm, painful touch, yet physically imperceptible touch… sometimes extremely painful… sometimes strange, as if I didn’t know that side of me existed. I was discovering it… I was discovering, piece by piece, that “I”…
it is like a liberation, like a retrieval. Yes! Is was a retrieval of the physical body in which the “I” was a silent prisoner, the pain body, in which emotions were enchained and transformed in contractions and blockages.
Following the firm and tender passage of those fingers that knew how to heal through “ME”, that “ME” would revolt surprised by the incipient change… surprised by the ever so deep transformation… lacking control, beyond mind, the body would often start to tremble as if it was in shock… it was when, eyes shut, a sun rising from my chest flooded me with its light… then, an ocean-wave of tears came out from the depths… and it was immensely green and blue… and a smile which lasted for a few days… it was when I wouldn’t touch the mattress, when I would float a few centimeters of the ground… I didn’t know what was happening. It didn’t even matter. I entrusted myself to the care of he who took me, faithfully and boldly, to deliver me from fear and pain…
I think this is what is about, briefly put. Between Love, the state of the Self and Fear, the anchoring in mind and living life in separation from All That Is, there is a space in which we swing as souls trapped in matter. It a come-and-go between the union with that “I”, desperately looked for between Love and Fear…, so rarely found only in the most opposite pole of Fear. This swing amasses pain-emotions inside us, exhibited by out body as all sorts of pains and uncomfortable states. And we don’t understand… We take pills only to not feel and to forget… but Life always enforces its Law. Taking distance from Love means to continuously break down the “I”, and the body, the true witness of the poor “I”, also breaks down in thousands of pieces… I felt my thousands of pieces by means of the touch of he who knew where and how to touch; they were brought back together… slowly, through the one who would let the healing touch my body, I was defining myself, I would regain consistency, I was joyfully leaving Pain and that Emotion of Life I would, until then, flow through… and which flowed through me…
Space appeared in the stout mind… Space… Blue… I was in me, but I was floating…
Healing comes when you abandon to it, when there is someone who lets it flow… it probably doesn’t matter it is called Yumeiho… in fact, what matters is Yumeiho heals through the one called to heal. This is eventually the only thing which is valuable and matters: the Healing of Being. … I have received Yumeiho, I have received Space, Love, Joy, Relief… I have received Blue and a smile I still have!……….. Thank you,………… Blue…..
Simona
